what happened to spontaneity?
why do I have to be scheduled in every time I want to see you.
we have never just met up randomly, it's always a scheduled time, fuck that.
I am so not bothered right now, this way more difficult than I had anticipated.
as I said, I am tired of fighting.
tired of not feeling like your girlfriend, or that we are together for that matter.
doesn't feel like it should, at all.